Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   





The Grass Is Greener
info


jabberwock
Age. 22
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. ginger
» More info.
Tuesday. 7.22.14 12:25 am
I keep thinking I miss him a ton...
But I don't think I really do. I think I'm just lonely, and he's my designated anti-loneliness mechanism in my mind. But it really does suck when all this slow music comes on when I shuffle my iTunes and there's nobody to cuddle with. Like... what the hell?! I need a cuddle buddy. Preferably him, though, cuz I do really like him.
Anyways... I decided I'm not gonna try and distract myself from it at all. Just gonna let things flow the way they will. If memories come to mind, I'll enjoy them for what they are. Life's too short to tell myself I can't think about things that made me happy.

Speaking of life being too short, I almost died again. Hahaha. I woke up on Monday morning and I couldn't breathe, so I had to go to the hospital. At first they thought it was a blood clot in my lung because I take the pill and smoke and you're not supposed to do that... but it turns out I have an ugly case of walking pneumonia. Who knows how long that fluid was building up, but damn it's being awful about getting out. Not really into it. I was in the hospital for 4 days, and now I'm at home hooked up to oxygen and trying to get myself to do things like normal. So ready to be done with all this mess.
1 Comments.


Oh jeez, I'm glad to hear you're errr... alive... but that sounds like it really sucks. I hope you recover quickly. :(
» randomjunk on 2014-07-22 08:58:29

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.

jabberwock's Weblog Site • NuTang.com

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.260seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content © Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.